MuSiC and MemOrIeS (:

Tonight while I sat and played with my perfect little boy we were listening to Itunes on shuffle. I sat here and let the memories flood back to me of the past, of growing up, and of my life now.  So after I laughed at the stupid memories, cried at the hurtful memories and treasured ones that mean the world to me I thought I would share with you a couple of songs that came on.

My Little Girl-Tim McGraw. This song brings back more than a memory. It brings back my childhood. I was the first born daughter(and the only daughter for 12 years!), I am my daddys wooden nickel and he is my super hero. He might have given me away almost two years ago but I will always be his little girl.

Anytime- Eve 6. I listened to this song on repeat my whole Junior and senior year. I can sing it word for word forward and backward. I listened to it, stereo blasting driving 80mph down the highway. Telling myself one day I'd take off and never look back the second that I could. Telling myself I'd never stay in this state, or go back to the ex boyfriend who left me for some slut ;) guess someone else had a better plan for me (:

Unholy Confessions- Avenged Sevenfold. I screamed this song on the way home from a basketball game that was in a different town. I was so mad at a guy and I ended up missing a stop sign. I went through a ditch and became friends with a metal pole. luckily I had the most amazing car ever and didn't have to tell my parents about it but had to explain the weird curved dent...

 Mama's song- Carrie Underwood. My mom has quickly become my best friend. I hated her as a teenager, and couldn't imagine life without her now. It drives me crazy to go a day without talking to her, and I want her advice on everything. I hope to be half as amazing as she is. && I'm praying I'm on the path to make her proud.

Back To december- Taylor Swift. Some songs bring back pain, they bring back hurt and tears. But that hurt, that pain is the reason you can be strong. It's the reason you don't look back. This song brings back a memory that might be painful but that memory is also the reason my husband and I are together today and I'm not with a guy who... let me go, I guess. That's a nice way of putting it.

I Can Love You Like That- John Michael Montgomery. Ryan sang this song to me when I was 15 years old while mudding in his little red Dakota. and you wonder why I fell in love at such a young age ;) \

Someday We'll Know- Mandy Moore. All the questions I had the day I turned 18 (:


&& Just for fun, these are my top 15 most listened to on Itunes-


1. Every Dog Has It's Day- Toby Keith
2. Waka Waka(Time For Africa)- Shakira 
3. It's My Life- Bon Jovi 
4.Skinny Dippin- Whitney Duncan
5.Two Is Better Than One- Boys Like Girls
6.Living in a Moment- Ty Herndon
7. Moment Of Truth- FM Static
8.White Houses- Vanessa Carlton
9. Dream On- Aerosmith
10. Check Yes Juliet- We The Kings
11. Don't Dance- 3oh!3
12. Heaven In The Middle Of Nowhere- Julia Sheer
13. Cooler Than Me- Mike Posner
14. First Time For Everything- Five Times August
15. Payphone- Maroon 5

Another busy month (:

The month of MAY went like this...

We chilled at home feeling a lot like this

and looking a little bit like this..

I took family Pictures..

And watched Haiden try to rip off his daddy's head

 And we tried to blind X with the sun 

 and tickle him until his head almost popped off

We went to church..

And watched Ry give X his blessing 

 Then watched Ry and X fall into a food coma ;) 

I watched Flowers bloom

and we all watched a couple movies... 

 X learned how to remove his pants..

So we learned to put him in pants and onesies that he can't get off ;)

We got my ring cleaned

and bought a luvsac.. 

then put it outside for an afternoon nap...

We babysat this cute little guy...

and there was a lot of

he doesn't want his bottle Haiden...

 " YES HE DOES!"

And that's when X started to look a little like this...

And Haiden was like...WHAAAA?

We went to City Creek Mall where we bought X a swim suite 

And where Ry bought me some LUSH bath bombs!

And I bought Ry some Red Iguana

I was forced to drink lots of water...To try to flush out a kidney stone 

that is STILL in my body :(

So to make up for it I ate a lot of this..

and that made me feel a little bit like this...

So after a few bike rides...

And one of these...

I started to feel a little like this.

Then Ry bought me a flower for mothers day...

and we had a cook out with my family...

Where Ry had one too many s'mores.

We made a couple new friends...

 And played with a couple of old ones.

X started to show us his smile 

 And Bailey let me do her hair.

 We chilled outside a lot..

And let Bay mow our lawn (:

We took X to his 2 month Doctor appointment..

and a Family reunion. 

And after ALL of that we ended up looking a lot like this. 

 Xander Lynn is 

10lbs 1.5Oz 

23 Inches long 

and growing way too fast! 

We can't wait to see what the next month brings! 

Pictures and the past month

This is what we've been up to the past month and two days..

We came home  (: 

 and it kind of felt something like this...

 but it really looked something like this...

 We had out first cook out and babysat a lot (:

 Haiden got to help cut the wood..

 Nick and Bailey just got to eat the food an enjoy the fire (:

 We had an Easter party (:

 Ryan set out the eggs...

 ..while Xander chilled with a messy face

 My parents bought a van(only pic I had with it...sorry my brother and lawn mower got in the way)

 We found pants that fit Xman...and made him wear shoes because his socks wouldnt stay on.

 ...then we started to look like this...

 We took Tyffs senior pics...

 we got flipped off by Grandpa Rick! but he still loves us ;)

 We watched Haiden...who  loves string cheese (:

 I did Baileys hair for fun..

 My parents bought me and my sister horses...

Cora(3) is mine(below).

 Rose(12) is Baileys

We played with these two (: 

 Tyff took a few pictures of us..

 My two men (:

 Me with my baby boy.

 Got Cora to come to me so I could walk her.

 We had another fire or two...

 We got new bikes and took Xman on his first bike ride (:

We  went on a bike ride through Dayton

We did a lot of waiting for daddy to get home from work! 

 We went to church a few times (: 

 We blew a lot of kisses

 Xander pulled a lot of funny faces (: 

&& After all of that...

We are still Madly in love with each other(: