Late night mind.

My mind+ 11p+ working husband= an extremely long and boring post about my thoughts. 

• It's crazy how becoming a mom can change the way you look at people, life, and religion.

• after I gave birth I became less aware of my body and have gained more weight now then I did when I was pregnant. Which is why I'm starting my new exercise program tomorrow!! 

• Everytime Ryan works night shift I cry. Being home alone with my son at night  makes me think about every thing that could possibly go wrong. (robbery, murder, rape, fire, floods, tornado, hurricane, choking to death, deadly illnesses, ect.-yep my mind even goes to the impossible.)

• Because of Ryan working night shifts, it makes me appreciate and love him even more. 

• We will be in Texas next week at this time and I'm sooo excited!! 

• I would really like to go get my cosmetology degree and have a part time job but I dont know where/how to start! 

• Pinterest is becoming a bad habit at 1am 

• My cat is evil. I forgot why I hated cats, now I remember! This kitten won't stopB biting or clawing my son, I'm at a loss of what to do with it! 

• The doctors may have finally figured out why I've had horrible migraines! I'm excited to be back to my happy healthy self and be a better mother to my boy! 

• My sleeping habits are out of whack! I slept for 36hours after an ER trip the other day, ever since then I've been completely exhausted! Hopefully this goes back to normal along with everything else! 

• I have an amazing husband who has stood by my side through everything! I am so lucky to have him in my life. Im not sure how I got so lucky with all of the wrong decisions that I have made. 

• The Drama some people cause is out-of-control. Talking bad about a person 4 years later is really just getting pathetic. Get over it, the rest of us did! -right after it happened. 

• My husband work schedule is completely ridiculous! I miss him. I know, i know, it could be worse, but 12 hour shifts suck!! 

Hope you enjoyed ;) 
A