Love, I'm going mushy.

It is exciting to be with the person that you love. To wake up believing it is all just a dream then realize that it is not. You are married to a person that you get to spend everyday for your entire life and eternity with. This person will hear everything, even words left unsaid. This is the person that knows your fears, your strengths, your weaknesses, your past, your present, your hurt, and will love you anyways. To me, this person, is my husband.

9 months of adventure. 9 months of bills. 9 months of decisions. 9 months of responsibilities. The 9 months of a beginning I will never forget. We've felt lost, we've felt hurt, but mostly we feel love for one another. Both came together to make marriage, and family work. We have our ups and downs. We're not the perfect couple, Even though we pretend we are. We fight, just to make up. We discuss every little thing, literally. We talk more than any couple I know. But, what I have learned, from watching others and from experience, is that there comes a time where everything will go horribly wrong and all you can do is laugh. I have this problem, you see, where everything gets analyzed thoroughly, no matter what it is. My problem isn't that though, it is that what I believe is about to happen next comes out completely wrong. No matter what happens, planning just never works out the way I would like. So in these 9 months of marriage I have learned that instead of analyzing everything im just going to laugh after it doesn't work out the way I thought it would. My surprise dinner that turns into a burnt brick, the walk that starts sunny and ends rainy, the birth control that decides to give you a scare, its all apart of marriage and all you can do is laugh. Now I go with the flow and I am loving every minute of it, but maybe that's the secret to marriage. I am no expert but I believe this; Live your dreams, together. Discuss, everything. Laugh, especially when it all goes wrong. Believe, in each other. Love, completely. Feel hurt, feel love, feel lost, but never hide feelings, and then, every part of marriage will work. It wont be easy, it will be really hard, but that is what makes it worth it. That is what makes good memories. That is what makes the world go round.

Ryan and I have been married for 9 months. Known each other for 4 years, and we have the opportunity for a life time together. I love him more than words can say. I am proud that he served a mission in Brasil and I am glad to get the opportunity to be married in the temple. I am excited to start popping out kids with him, in the future(far future). I am proud of the work he does for us and the man that he is. And this, is only the beginning.

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