Loveeeeee

What are your thoughts about love?

Love is dying... All over the world when was the last time you looked at a young couple and said that's what love looks like? Now days we look at young couples getting married and put bets on when there divorce will be. Or guess when they'll brake up and they're lucky if they last a year.

You can't see love until it's an old couple sitting in there rocking chairs starring out at the world. But that old couple looks around at people and can't find love either. They see hate and bitterness. They see lust but they don't see the meaning of love in this world. They're lucky if they find a couple who truly believes in love.

My thoughts on love is that it exists. I see love in this world but I don't see others who truly believe in it. I see people who don't believe in value. Who don't believe in themselves long enough to keep a relationship healthy.  I see people who look at the world and don't believe in love so they don't see it, they look past the couples who are fighting to keep there love strong every day.

My favorite thing about this is knowing that I found the man who loves me and who I love, and even though I wish people would look at us and say that's what true love looks like, I know that most of them don't. Most of the people who know us are trying every day to tear us apart, but, that's not what happens when you love someone. They're making us stronger. I get to brag about our love because I've never been so happy in my life!

Ryan can change my whole world around in a minute! He loves me unconditionally and I know he'll always be by my side in everything! He's the one that I can't wait to grow old with and sit in rocking chairs on the front porch watching our grandchildren play. Ryan is the man who I want to go on random adventures with. Who knows exactly what to say. Who I want to argue with and runaway with. He's my other half and some day I hope all of you will find your other half because It is an amazingggggg day when you find the one! (:

"You gotta fight for what you want and be prepared to do whatever it takes to get it! Love only grows if you let it and love will only end when you let it."

Business!

HEY! It's been forever! Sorry, we've been busy busy busy! Three busy's because;

1.) It's Thanksgiving and almost Christmas time so we've been visiting family. Working to get some money. && out doing our christmas shopping! I'm excited for Christmas this year. After all it is my favorite time of year anyway. I love the snow and this year has been extra special!

The first snow fall of the year was a blizzard! A blizzard bad enough to keep us from going outside and keep us from working! They closed down roads and businesses because it was that AMAZING! wind and snow is always a good mix, when you get to stay home and watch out the window! On top of that it is mine and Ryans first thanksgiving/christmas together!

2) We bought a puppy. Her name is Jessie( I don't have a picture yet, but I'll post one as soon as I can!) She is a full bread boxer! Standing on two legs she is about 31/2 ft tall at ten months old! she definatly has her own personality and is a lot of fun! Unlike Ryan and I she HATES snow!! If we open the door she'll run to it then stare at the snow and run back in the house! She loves to play, I'll post video as soon as I can of her and Ryan! We Love her, she became part of the family very fast! she goes everywhere with us and she loves petsmart!

3) We're buying a house! It's a small cute 3bedroom 1bath house in Town. It works perfect for just the three of us and eventually we'll sale it and get bigger but now it's perfect. It has a large fenced in yard which I'm way excited about! here's the front of it and the kitchen... really all the pictures I could get! As soon as we get moved and settled in I'll post more and hopefully I'll have the walls painted because the whole house is WHITE! which drives me nuts! I need color in my life (:

The cute little kitchen. All bran new appliances, counter tops, sink and floor!

The front of the house and the yard! We'll be changing it as time goes, new paint, new porch, just small things! Can't wait to move in!

As Winter time has come we're moving in and we're waiting for Beaver mountain to open! It opens December 3rd and of course it's the day we close on the house and I have to work Saturday! Hopefully we'll be able to get up there soon! I can't wait to test out my new snowboarding boots and bindings!

Best day of my life.

Best Day Of My Life.

If I was Five the best day of my life would be when I got a new toy.
If I was Eight the best day of my life would be the day I got to hang out with my dad.
If I was Ten the best day of my life was when my mom said she was proud of me because I landed that gymnastic move.
If I was thirteen the best day of my life was when my mom finally allowed me to shop.
If I was fifteen, the best day of my life was when I got a boyfriend.
If I was seventeen, the best day of my life was when I didn't have curfew anymore.
If I was eighteen, the best day of my life was meeting my best friend.
If I was nineteen, the best day of my life was when I got to marry my best friend.

The point is that when you have the best day of your life, it wont last very long. Next week the best day of my life is going to be moving into my own house. Last week it was I got a puppy. My life changes super fast, and the best day of my life kinda changes with how I'm feeling. I have had the best lifetime ever. I've lived, loved, heart, and I've grown, but, If I HAD TO choose... The ALL time BEST day of my life was the day after my wedding.

Everybody probably just thought something dirty or said huh? So let me explain. A lot of girls say that the best day of there life was there wedding, when they married the man of there dreams, but really... was it? Just because you got to kiss your new husband under the alter you can't say that was the most stressful annoying day of your life. Everything had to be perfect and now you look back and say why? The reason the best day of my life was the day after my wedding is because I woke up that morning looking at my best friend and my lifetime companion. I got to go on an adventure with my best friend. I got to spend the whole day with him with no worries and at the end of the day I finally realized that he's not leaving. He's with me forever and that is why that day was the best day of my life. No stress, No tears... just happiness and love. (:

Well then.

So as you can tell the '30 day blogger challenge' went down the drain. Oh well, the problem with doing one of those is you have to have time!! Which, I don't really. haha. So I'm not going to be able to do a blog update EACH day, but i'll still do them in order! sound good? alright..... let's go.

Five Favorite Songs.

ONE. White Houses- Vanessa Carlton

TWO. Don't Dance- 3OH!3

THREE. Far Away- Nickelback.

FOUR. Think Twice- Eve 6

FIVE. Happily Ever After- He Is We.

I have a very wide range of music, I love everything and anything && most of all I have like 15 playlists all with different songs.
Snowboarding
Dance
Party
Slow it down
Windows down
ect, ect, ect.
So if you want some good songs just talk to me haha (:

peace. Ash.

Day 4 catch up day.

Ten Places you want to visit.


Honestly, this is a retarded question. You see, ever since I was younger I told myself, and everybody else that I was going to travel the world. I was going to visit every country, every continent, every state && every person! Well, every person might be pushing it I'd say, but I am still determined to travel to other countries to spend months out of the US visiting other and observing the culture other people have.

So ten places, is impossible when I want to travel to a million places (:

gotta play catch up...been busy (:

Day 3 challenge; Hometown Location and facts.

Hometown location:  Dayton, Idaho.
Fact: Full of drama.
Fact: about 400 people.
Fact: Small.
Fact: Farm town.
Fact: I don't live their anymore.

Pretty much it's a small town. Everybody knows everybody, and everything they do. Keeping a secret is one of the hardest most impossible things to do, and there is more drama than ever! But it's the country, so I love it... Every part of it. I love growing up there, I love going back there, and I love being able to say I've got out of there (: one day I'll probably go back for good though... we'll see how life turns out (:

Live Like We're Dying...

" Draw a Line.

&& Live above it."

Why do people try to be someone they're not? Why is there jealousy? Why are you trying to be me and when you can't you're trying to destroy me? Here's what I think;

Get.A.Life.

Okay... so I should probably explain... right? (I'm gonna use me for an example... not because I'm conceited. I'm doing it just because it's easier to talk about it from this point of view and you probably have the same problem.)

I watch people try to be like me. They try to wear there make up like me. Dress like me. Act like me. I feel like they're trying to follow in my footsteps and become JUST LIKE ME! Which isn't that big of a deal, but the truth is, you really can't live up to it. Every person is different and that's how it should be. You don't know what I go through, what my every thoughts are... and honestly I'm probably the most unpredictable woman in this world(or that's how I feel anyway.) So why do you keep trying? I believe it's a thing called jealousy... maybe I'm just fooling myself but that's what I believe it is.

Jealousy can be a hard thing to deal with. Her hair is long... I want that. That truck is sexy... why can't I have that? etc. etc.  Every day is a constant battle, but I'll give you a couple tips(this is how I deal.)

• One day I'll have my own.
• Count your blessings.
• that's not you.

I live my life like it's my own(probably because it is...duh.). As I've lived I never really cared what anyone EVER thought about me. They'd say mean things, I'd shrug it off my shoulders. I watched people around me get criticized because they weren't "sporty" enough or "skinny" enough, not "good" enough and while I was just a young girl I remember telling myself, who are you to judge me or others? You have no right.(or something like that.) So at that time I stopped listening to what others had to say... and It pretty much blew up from there. 

My Junior year in high school was when I really started listening to myself and not others. (I'd like to point this out because High school is critical to anyone going through that!) I started to  LIVE and not just go out and do stuff. I really went all out. My life was a straight out party. Going out, living life, dating, doing what I WANTED to do, and I don't regret a single minute of it. However, some people thought of me as a "slut" "rebellious" "bitchy" "hater" when the truth is.. these people didn't even know me and never tried to know me. Just because I was in my own little world doesn't mean I hate everybody or wont talk to anybody! I just liked being by myself, hanging out with other people... not the ones I've been going to school with since kindergarten. Not that they weren't the coolest people...ever... I just wanted something new, something different, something exciting and fun. And believe me... I got plenty of that.

I was rebellious in a state... but I never did drugs, drank, or stayed out Way to late. I lived, I learned, I grew... but I'm still growing. I'm still learning. AND I'M STILL LIVING!

I still do what I want, when I want. I do what I feel like doing, and I change almost everday. So why can't we all just live, learn, and grow? Why do we have to be like someone we're not? We are all beautiful in our own way so why do you have to be like me? I believe people who try to tear someone down or be someone they're not are some of the most ugliest, cruelest people in the world. And we all have to judge to some point... but why do we have to be mean about it? Rudeness is ugly. Kindness is beauty. And life is one big joy ride... so, no regrets, no pretending to be someone you're not, and just live, love, and be happy.

.peace.

Day 2... challenge. (:

Day 2- How you got your Blog Name....

well... here is the "story." I started my blog without a name... I pondered about how great a name could be, and what it would mean especially on a blog where I write all my feelings, thoughts, etc. but the problem with that is... it's a name that people will either remember or make fun of you for. Like kids... you can't name your kids something that will make them not have friends... they'll grow up hating there name, hating you and hating life because they get made fun of. So you see, a name has a lot of importance. I sat and pondered for hours... hours became days... days became months and so on. Therefor I have no blog name. && I kind of like it that way.



Our blog is open, it doesn't need a name because it really has no meaning. A blog is full of thoughts... like a journal. A journal is person, just for you to write and to read... but most important a journal can be anything you want it to be. It has no "name" it's open and it's what you make it. It can be anything it wants to be with no name, and we're prepared to keep it that way. With no name you can be whoever you want, so can my blog. (:

Enjoy.

Tumblr 30 day challenge. wooohoo.

Alright so lately I haven't been writing on this as much as I thought I would. Probably because I've been busy but mostly because I don't know what to write about. So I've found this "blog challenge" ... so here we go.


Day 1- Photo of you and ten facts.

1. I love weird movies! What's a weird movie you ask? Alice in wonderland(the new one.) Inception. Legends of the Guardians. ect. Movies that are impossible but make perfect sense to me!
2. I love long sleeve shirts! They make me feel like it's about to snow outside, I would wear them year long if i could.
3. I can't stand talking on the phone. Texting, email, mail is an incredible invention! My life would suck without it!
4. Snowboarding is a huge part in my life (: I love it and would do anything to be on the mountain with my board!
5. When I was younger every winter I would fall on my face and have a huge scratch, lets just say they left some great scars (:
6. Marriage is the most amazing thing ever! I used to be scared to death of marriage and being with the same person for the rest of my life! But honestly, being with my best friend for the rest of my life is an amazing feeling!
7. I always need noise in the background! Music playing, tv on, husband talking... I can't stand quiet! It drives me absolutely crazy!
8. I've always wanted a huge truck! every since I was little. I want to be the biggest baddest thing on the road.
9. When I grow up I want a motorcycle! I'm gonna become a motorcycle chick one day!
10. I love kids && one day i'll have a couple of my own! There small minds and there ability to point out things that most people don't notice are amazing :D